My name is Ini-Obong. I am from Akwa-Ibom
state, Nigeria but I reside in Malaysia. Only last
year, I returned to Nigeria on completion of my
studies. For a lot of reasons, I may want to hide
some other details for fear of been humiliated by
my folks. All I desire are kind and encouraging
words to get out of this thing I have come to
realise is a huge mess. I have been living in
shambles and mystery and decided to speak out
before I get consumed. I am 29 years old and I
have never had sex with any man, except my
dogs. Growing up, we had dogs as guards or say
pets. As an only child, I got what I wanted. On
this fateful day, specifically January 12th, I asked
my father for one of the dogs to live in my room.
He granted my wish as a birthday present to me.
This was where my ordeal started. I would bath
with the dog, eat with it and all. On this particular
day, I played with the dog and I got tickled and
turned on. In the process, one thing led to another
and I had an ‘insertion’ with the dog. For 15 years,
I have slept with over 10 dogs. I have lived my life
sleeping with any cute dog I came across. All I
need do is either buy it or cajole it to a corner and
have sex. I am a full grown adult and I still can’t
kill the urge. Whatever you can imagine doing with
a man in bed as a lady, I do with my dogs. As
much as I love dogs, I detest men. I get every
satisfaction from my dogs. The more effort I put
in trying to stop sleeping with dogs, the more urge
I have to have sex with them. I’m the only one
who knows this and the burden is too heavy for
me. It’s far more than I can swallow. Am I alright?
Is it out of the ordinary? How can I talk to my
parents about this? Can this confession even help
me when I keep battling with myself over this
matter? What do I do please? I need help!
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